Saturday, August 20, 2011

Day 300: Energy

Hello again,
Today is Day 300!!! I have to admit some days I was a bit skeptical I could even make it to day 300. Some posts have not been so meaningful but every post does mean something to me.
Today I am thankful for energy. The energy I have right now is limited so I am thankful for every bit of it that I have. I look at my nephew and all the energy he has and wish I could tap into it somehow. lol But we have what we have and I am thankful for what I do have because I could have less. I have had less and I have experienced more energy too. I am thankful for the high level of energy I used to have as well. As I continue to recover from the surgeries I had, I do see my energy level rising slowly as well which I love. Right now I still have to rest a fair bit but I think I can hopefully get to a point where I can have enough to make it through a whole day without multiple rests. I am still young and there is a possibility I think. I hope so anyways. But if not and if I continue to have the amount I have now, that is ok too because I can't change it. I am learning to accept what I have-some days more than other days. lol After my surgeries I was wiped after simply walking to and from the bathroom so I suppose I know what it is like to have practically no energy. Maybe knowing what that feels like makes it easier to be ok with the level I have now. I would love to have more but I am learning to be ok with it if this is all I get. Going through what I have been through does make me thankful for any energy I do have. I do not take it for granted. If I am repeating myself in this post-I apologize. Some days it is difficult to express myself well. Another reason to be thankful for energy is being able to accomplish stuff. I just had to chuckle though because I am thinking I should finish up because I am exhausted. lol Writing about energy and I am exhausted. lol For this post I am thankful for energy.

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