Hello again,
This post is for yesterday because I was unable to post. For this post I am thankful for productive days-the days where I feel I have accomplished a fair bit and I am proud of myself. I am not sure that I really felt I had a productive day but it wasn't too bad. I got more done that I have been getting done lately. By last night I was exhausted and felt I did get a fair bit done based on what I normally get done in a day. To some it may seem like I did very little but for me and how much my body allows me to do, it was a fair bit. It can be very frustrating sometimes having a body that doesn't work quite properly but I think I am actually not fighting it as much anymore and starting to accept it. I am not comparing my life and what I can do with others and what they can do as much as I used to which is good because we all have different circumstances and we shouldn't compare ourselves to others. So I am beginning to base a productive day on what is productive for me and not what is productive for another person. This way I can feel good about what I get done and not push myself past my limits. I am then able to be thankful for what I accomplish instead of always thinking that everyone else around me did so much more than me and I am useless. Because some days it is difficult to just get through the day, let alone get much done and I have to accept that I guess and not beat myself up over it. Those days make me so thankful for days where I can get a fair bit done and I feel good and proud of myself. Then I can say "I did good today!" and feel good. I am slowly getting stronger and I am able to do more and it feels good. :) So for this post I am thankful for productive days!
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